This ends with a closeup of the Angel Moroni's hornless hand (it was dislodged in an earthquake in 2020, a sign the church studiously ignored), as if a fist raised to heaven.
From the Narrow Desert
Synchromystic. Synchromantic. Synchromormon.
Tuesday, May 12, 2026
A golden fist raised to heaven
Voyage d'ark
Now she's on her way to another land
In the Second Starfaring Age we call that journey, as in another era deep in the past, the wanderjahr, though for some it is measured in weeks and for others in lifetimes. By whatever name that passage has been called -- wanderjahr, summer of love, grailquest, voyage d'ark . . .
Help, help, I'm being wholesomely repressed!
An obituary of Carroll in the Saturday Review pointed out that she [Alice] 'moves through her wonder-world with much of the modern spirit, which has now and then to be wholesomely repressed'. The notion that repression of any kind could be wholesome might sound surprising, although it was a standard idea at the time, bound up with a wider celebration of self-sacrifice in public service; hence Tennyson's dedication of Idylls of the King to the recently deceased Prince Albert, in which he praised the 'sublime repression of himself' that had distinguished a life 'modest, kindly, all-accomplished, wise' (p. 441).
The same day, I found this written on the side of a cake box:
It reads "Tea does our fancy aid, Repress those vapours which the head invade, And keeps that palace of the soul serene." It's apparently part of "the first English poem which included the word tea," written by Edmund Waller "as a birthday ode to Catherine of Braganza, wife of Charles II and the first British queen to drink tea c. 1662." How it ended up on a cake box in Taiwan in 2026 is anyone's guess, but it shows that the idea of "wholesome repression" is much older than the Victorian era.
Then today on Synlogos I found a link to a First Things article called "Kinder, Gentler Repression" -- obviously meant sarcastically, but in keeping with our theme if taken literally. It's a review by Helen Roy (whose name will be sadly incomplete if her middle initial isn't T) of Mark B. Smith's Exit Stalin: The Soviet Union As a Civilization, 1953–1991.
Soviet repression also figures in The Story of Alice. The Russian translation of Alice was done by none other than Vladimir Nabokov, and Douglas-Fairhurst notes that the courtroom scene in the final chapter -- with "Sentence first -- verdict afterwards!" changed by Nabokov to "Execution first -- sentence afterwards!" -- would be very dark humor for émigrés like Nabokov, since
Alice has become the victim of a show trial -- the sort of nightmare from which many of Nabokov's fellow Russians were unable to wake up.
I somehow never knew that Nabokov had translated Alice, but it is of course perfectly in character for him to have done so. I wonder how much my personal favorite Nabokov novel, Invitation to a Beheading, which was published 11 years after his Alice, owes to Carroll's topsy-turvy courtroom -- which is, it now seems obvious, a much apter comparison than the usual go-to adjective Kafkaesque.
Red rum, sir, is murder
Nephi wrote that the secret combinations were synonymous with Murder - it was the specific work of darkness he called out - something you just alluded to again with your "Is Abel" play on words, in referencing the first murder of the Bible. I referenced Jack Nicholson's role in The Shining (Luciano means Shining as well). Murder was a central theme of that movie, but for most of it the word was said and spelled backwards: "Redrum", like something Mr. Mxyzptlk would do.
Ra would send Sekhmet out to punish his enemies. In one famous story, she almost destroys the whole human race. However, she is tricked into drinking a lot of red beer, which she thinks is blood, and ends up too drunk to do her job.
I will have Human blood, and not the blood of bulls or goats,And no Atonement, O Jehovah!The Elohim live on Sacrifice Of Men: hence I am God of Men!Thou human, O Jehovah!By the rock and oak of the Druid, creeping mistletoe, and thorn,Cain's city built with human blood, not blood of bulls and goats,Thou shalt Thyself be sacrificed to Me, thy God! on Calvary.
Monday, May 11, 2026
Under
I give Alan the Concise History of my time Under, and when I'm done, I kiss his motionless hand . . . for as long as I'd been Under, he'd been Under too.
I let the snow land where it may and wonder at the longevity of its history: its lakes, oceans, and pools; its cave rivers; its underground civilizations.
Down into wonderland --Down to the under-land --Go, oh go!Down into wonderland go!
The unconscious turned out to be another version of Wonderland -- a place that gave the impression of being chaotically lawless, while secretly working according to its own rules.
If someone talks of subconsciousness, I cannot tell whether he means the term topographically – to indicate something lying in the mind beneath consciousness – or qualitatively – to indicate another consciousness, a subterranean one, as it were. He is probably not clear about any of it. The only trustworthy antithesis is between conscious and unconscious.
Sent to the red-light district of Marseilles, he arrives at a brothel called Chez Alice, and when he ends up in prison a former teacher from the school working there as a chaplain meets a grisly death by being decapitated by a religious maniac.
The secret rules of Wonderland
Wonderland – a place that gave the impression of being chaotically lawless, while secretly working according to its own rules (p. 433)cartoon strips that ranged from the whimsical (‘The Doings of those Darling Ducks’) to the jarringly racist (‘That Naughty Nigger and his Bunny Bimbo’) (p. 434)Playfully reversing the tourist cliché ‘See Naples and die’, a magazine advertisement in 1903 offered ‘See BLACKPOOL and Live’ (p. 435)
That is the hidden logic of upside-down worlds. They look chaotic on the surface, but underneath they are doing something very precise.
Sunday, May 10, 2026
Just-ice and Al-ice
in 1901, copies of both books [Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-glass] would be included in the small library on board Captain Scott's ship the Discovery, allowing his crew to while away the long Antarctic winters with adventures that replaced confinement with escapism, ice with Alice.
With this my guilt how shall I liveUnless, my darling, you forgiveMe? Can you? Yes, I know you saidThat God forgives, but God is justA word that you can say insteadOf I and which means no one. MustI turn to him and not to you?I guess that he will have to serve.God only knows what I shall do.I guess I'll get what I deserve.
[T]he lines that opened Sylvie and Bruno were closely modelled on those that ended Through the Looking-Glass:
Is all our Life, then, but a dreamSeen faintly in the golden gleamAthwart Time's dark resistless stream?(Sylvie and Bruno)Ever drifting down the stream --Lingering in the golden gleam --Life, what is it but a dream?(Through the Looking-Glass)
In Carroll's new acrostic, ISA Bowman had supplanted Alice LidELL as his official muse, but nothing else had changed
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