What I saw was something like a spotted bobcat (white spots on fur of a dark indeterminate color). It had a large pair of horns, which protruded out to the sides and then curved up and in, for a somewhat heart-like effect. It looked down at me from the stairs, communicated with great telepathic clarity the two words "I'm Cary," and then ran upstairs in the direction of the chapel.I immediately thought, That's a yale. That's a heraldic beast called a yale. He's saying he's Cary Yale.
Friday, June 20, 2025
The ox of the starry heavens
Do what is Wright, let the consequence follow
Anyway, I wrote all of the above before reading your latest post [this one] with that message. I don't particularly view it as a positive thing, but let's see what we can do. It sounds like some people still aren't too convinced about you.
Thursday, June 19, 2025
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Jack and Jumph went up the glumphTo fetch a pumpkin pie.Jack fell down and broke his crown,And he began to cry.
There's a hole in my bucket, dear Liza.Then mend it, dear Henry.With what shall I mend it, dear Liza?With straw, dear Henry.The straw is too long, dear Liza.Then cut it, dear Henry.With what shall I cut it, dear Liza?With a knife, dear Henry?The knife is too dull, dear Liza.Then sharpen it, dear Henry.With what shall I sharpen it, dear Liza?With a stone, dear Henry.The stone is too dry, dear Liza.Then wet it, dear Henry.With what shall I wet it, dear Liza?With water, dear Henry.In what shall I fetch it, dear Liza?In a bucket, dear Henry.But there's a hole in my bucket, dear Liza.
Tuesday, June 17, 2025
Carry that weight
It’s an emotional rollercoaster, which ends with the final words ‘You will carry that weight’. What is that weight, you ask? Well, there’s only one way to find out! So buckle up and please, you don’t need to love anime, but just appreciate a good story to enjoy the masterpiece that is Cowboy Bebop.
Also the word/name Carrie as a nickname or diminutiveof Caroline as in "Carry" that Weight,which has been in the sync stream of late along withGolden Slumbers. Which, weren't you 'slumbering' whenyou had the Carrie dream?
Restless heartPlease find your homeBack to the startWhere I’m calling out for youYou don’t have toCarry that weightMy every part isIs calling out for you
My Savior’s hands are run right through.Times are when reaches down and grabs mine, pulling mefrom the rough chaos of the waterinto light and air.
Caroline, times never had the effect you’d expect
Monday, June 16, 2025
The Slough
The Slough
As shades of shadow shroud the slough,
I stumble, sink in stinking goo,
Retrieve my foot and tie my shoe,
Then stumble onward through the slime.
A booming sound, resounding boom,
To smithereens breaks silent gloom.
I fight off time's impending doom,
But scalene flashes shatter time.
As Aster casts her silver sheet
In memory of time's defeat,
The slough is slain by sudden sleet.
Three-cornered demons mar the scene.
Ellipsis eyes patrol the plain.
They see with glee the slough is slain.
The freezing sleet melts into rain.
Insane's the reign of King Scalene.
But wait: A wristwatch starts to chime.
All hark! It marks returning time.
The sleet, now rain, melts snow to slime
And resurrects the slaughtered slough.
Tea-colored ice cubes turn to glop,
And sphagnum moss floats to the top.
The slough renews its former slop:
A stinking, black, organic stew.
Sunday, June 15, 2025
The randomness is working well today
Shaved by Tessa while contemplating a Rose or Lotus
I woke up around 3 am this morning after a series of dreams I don't remember all that well. However, the word "Tess" was running through my mind to such an extent that I was forced to get up and think about it for a little bit. The word just wouldn't let me go.
Thursday, June 12, 2025
Cary Yale
Wednesday, June 11, 2025
The Pot of Yellow Stew, aka Lake of Golden Dreams
The Lake of Golden Dreams lies on the western side of the Smoking Crown [a volcano], where a thick yellowish steam constantly rises from its boiling waters. Where the yellow water is not too deep, it is possible to see that the bottom of the lake is laced with hundreds of tunnels and passageways. According to rumor, these tunnels lead to an incredible city that lies at the heart of the Smoking Crown. It is difficult to say whether there is any truth to this story, however; those who have survived the scalding waters long enough to swim into the tunnels have never returned.
Tuesday, June 10, 2025
Mint and highlighters
Dreams during a brief nap, fueled by a touch of sunstroke:
1.
"You could decorate your clock with mint," a voice said. "It would be a good way to get ready for Saint Patrick's Day." I saw an image of a large clock with little sprigs of mint stuck on it at intervals around the circumference.
Why mint? I guess it's green, but shamrocks are the usual go-to foliage for Paddy's Day. It's something of a convention among breath-mint companies to use blue for peppermint and green for spearmint, so perhaps this is another blue-green thing. In "Toothpasteomancy," I interpreted "natural mint" as a reference to a goldmine, but that reading doesn't seem to fit here.
The idea of getting ready for Saint Patrick's Day is interesting given that Bill once considered "Patrick" a potential reference to me and has been posting about that again recently in the comments. It could mean getting ready to begin acting as a "saint" -- or, given how saints' feast days are chosen, preparing for death.
Saint Patrick's Day and the wearing of the green could also link back to "Lady in Green."
2.
"Are you highlighting all the holiest passages in your scriptures?" said a voice. "Don't forget to use your black highlighter for the Holy Name. Yes, someone’s been effing with the ineffable again." The visual accompanying this showed two boys, each highlighting passages in his Bible. One had a yellow highlighter; the other, a black sharpie.
In a hypnopompic state, no longer fully dreaming, this latter scene reassembled itself into a Goofus and Gallant segment. (People of a certain age and background will remember these comic strips from the magazine Highlights for Children, exemplifying bad and good behavior with a simple "Goofus does X, Gallant does Y" formula.) "Goofus highlights all the holiest passages in his scriptures. Gallant uses his black highlighter for the Holy Name."
Redacting scripture with a sharpie doesn't seem like particularly "gallant" behavior, but in the dream I vaguely thought Gallant was behaving like the loyal sons of Noah who averted their eyes and put a blanket over the old man when he lay exposed in his tent, and that there was something indecorous in Goofus's use of the highlighter.
Monday, June 9, 2025
Amber yet again
Last Call, the fat man, Lady Luck, and Dyaco
“Luck, be a lady tonight.Luck, be a lady tonight.Luck, if you’ve ever been a lady to begin with.Luck, be a lady tonight.”— Frank Sinatra, ‘Luck Be A Lady’,
Sunday, June 8, 2025
From the Narr --
Space travel and Humpty Dumpty
Whenever I hear an adult talking about an interest in space travel, I immediately peg him as a child in a man’s body, and I am always right. Serious adults are not interested in space travel. That is, they are not interested in it beyond the great body of science fiction works we all love. When someone talks about space travel as something that could or should happen in real life, coming at me with something like “so how long do you think it will take us to get a habitable colony on Mars?” is not different to me than if a man asks “so why didn’t the king send surgeons and scientists instead of horsemen to put Humpty Dumpty back together?”
Thursday, June 5, 2025
Blue-green "and"
Bereshit bara Om
Wednesday, June 4, 2025
The Gorming of Jeff
Monday, June 2, 2025
What color would you say most of these insects are?
Chrysididae, the scientific name of the family, refers to their shiny bodies and is derived from Greek chrysis, chrysid-, "gold vessel, gold-embroidered dress", plus the familial suffix -idae.
Sunday, June 1, 2025
The Frozen Man and Yellow Submarine
Last thing I remember is the freezing coldWater reaching up just to swallow me wholeIce in the rigging and howling windShock to my body as we tumbled inThen my brothers and the others are lost at seaI alone am returned to tell theeHidden in ice for a centuryTo walk the world againLord have mercy on the frozen man
It took a lot of money to start my heartTo peg my leg and to buy my eye
My name is William James McPheeI was born in 1843Raised in Liverpool by the seaBut that ain't who I amLord have mercy on the frozen man
So we sailed up to the SunTill we found the sea of greenAnd we lived beneath the wavesIn our yellow submarine
Saturday, May 31, 2025
Amber and the Silmarils
This is potentially where the ambergris comes into play. Ahab wanted revenge for the loss of his leg to Moby Dick, which the whale had eaten. Ambergris is from the whale's intestines, and can, I think, not irrationally be linked to Ahab's leg passing through those intestines.
Friday, May 30, 2025
Fool me once . . .
My Hebrew names
Tolkien’s Atlantis
Thursday, May 29, 2025
My gold suit
Raising Atlantis
There also came up a land out of the depth of the sea, and so great was the fear of the enemies of the people of God, that they fled and stood afar off and went upon the land which came up out of the depth of the sea.And the giants of the land, also, stood afar off; and there went forth a curse upon all people that fought against God (Moses 7:14-15).
To the Fathers of Men of the three faithful houses rich reward also was given. Eonwë came among them and taught them; and they were given wisdom and power and life more enduring than any others of mortal race have possessed. A land was made for the Edain to dwell in, neither part of Middle-earth nor of Valinor, for it was sundered from either by a wide sea; yet it was nearer to Valinor. It was raised by Ossë out of the depths of the Great Water, and it was established by Aulë and enriched by Yavanna; and the Eldar brought thither flowers and fountains out of Tol Eressea.
Wednesday, May 28, 2025
Finding Boster the Nose
If you want to do something that you don't know how to do, there are two main methods of learning how to do it. First, if it is something that other people do know how to do, you go to those other people and have them teach you how to do it. The other method is used when there isn't anyone else who knows how to do this thing that you want to be able to do. That is the situation this book attempts to address.Simply put, here is how you find out how to do something that you want to do but don't know how to do and no one else knows how to do it either. Go to a certain great wizard named Boster the Nose and ask him. This great wizard can find out -- through his great wizardry -- how to do just about everything. Everything I have asked him about anyway, so he will probably be able to find out how to do whatever it is that you want to do but don't know how to do.THE END.
Johnny rejoiced. He felt a little sad that Boster the Basket had made the map with ASCII as that made it a little hard to understand, but he felt very happy about it all. Then he read a small warning at the bottom of the page: "This map may not be accurate if you do not live to the west of Boster the Nose. If you live north, east, west, or south of Boster the Nose, adjust the map accordingly."
Johnny felt that this might be a little difficult. Especially since the warning gave no guidance whatsoever as to what to do if you live northeast or northwest or southeast of Boster the Nose. And he worried that maybe they did.So he went off to Timer to find out if he could help. After all, he had lived here for a long time, and he might know where they were in relation to Boster the Nose."Hmm... Boster the Nose?" Timer said, looking up from the apple juice box he was working with at the moment. "Never heard of him. But I'd bet we're to the west of him. Just start going that direction. If you don't find him, you can always turn around and try something else."Johnny couldn't dispute the logic of that, so off he went to try and find Boster the Nose. He took the book with him so that he could check and make sure he was on course as he walked.
You can spend a lot of time trying to untangle these philosophical problems if you're inclined to, but unless you invent some very clever sophistry they're essentially unsolvable. . . . If something paralyzes you to the point of inaction and missed opportunities, you're better off just picking a path at random and sprinting down it. If its wrong you can always sprint back.
A blue-green amber drink
All roads lead from "Bananas and Blow" to (basically) the same Chinese expression
Tuesday, May 27, 2025
Some have tried to use their will, but our way will be gentler still
He chose badly? He was chosen, it seems to me. If others have their will Ann hath a way.
Some have tried to use their will,But our way will be gentler,Gentler still than the fangs of discipline.
Hey, Mary, show me that riff
When I was living in what is now Hell Hollow Wilderness Area in Ohio, I had a persistent fantasy that there were giant jumping spiders living in the woods on the far side of Paine Creek, and that, being cursed with voicelessness themselves, they would sometimes bring humans to their nocturnal soirées to perform. A pure-voiced girl in a white gown would sing, and I would accompany her on a recorder. (This was not my instrument of choice, but spiders are fastidious about music, and they had a strict rule: Mama don't 'low no banjo pickin' round here.)
Some visualize the Pied Piper's pipe as a duct flute, also known as a recorder. I like that theory given the reference to "records" on Stones, and the recorders who put them there, in my story and the magical and resonant sound that are meant to come from them.
A band is blowing Dixie, double four time
Uh, but the horns they blowin' that sound
Blue-Green Abelard and gray and yellow amber
The ox of the starry heavens
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